I'm following through and rekindling my great friendships. And mas and I are in such a great place our relationship isn't threatened by it. I have so much and am so blessed.
Amanda talked like ppl hate me because I make them feel like shit.well... I don't really like amanda ha and I try really hard to bite my toungue. I do to amanda what ally did to me, for whatever reason. I need to learn to be nicer to ppl I don't like, and brittneys right when she says it's good to hang out with ppl who have the same morals. And so I Just need to make sure I hang around with those I love and who make me feel good and whole.
For gosh's sake I'm friends with 2 entire coffee beans. Ally goes to both and they don't even know her name. She's worked at F for a year longer than me and yet i have so many more friends and supporters while she has coworkers. While she gets respect, I got stories and kindness and ppl asking for advice and support. No wonder she hated me so much. We need time apart so we can establish ourselves separately and reconfigure if we mesh well.
Everywhere I look I find more people who I love and love me. There will always be Amanda's and ally's and it doesn't mean anything but a learning experience.
So on that note: I'm working in watching what I say, being quiet more often, not bragging, being quiet, thinking before I talk, being quiet haha. And above all, I love my life. <3
