But today everything's so new... First day of a new job, new room, and so much more is coming. I'm going to work in my banana republic suit with my mark Jacobs bag and pointy shoes . I get to be someone and show everyone how intelligent I am and how hard I work. And I'm so proud to be me, and I'm even content with my past drama. It makes me interesting, as amber and Nina say.
However I need to grow and take every situation as they come and be as mature and responsible as possible. Then later I can mess around with mason and Amy later. But if I've established myself with everyone, including myself, itll carry over into the other parts.
Side note, yes its awkward and I can keep my distance and still take lunches alone, but I need to be less freakin awkward and less timid, and more friendly.
Anyways... Im so happy. Love my life. Lovelovelove mason. I just look at him and think about how he will be mg husband one day, and everything that encompasses that.
