Thursday, May 10, 2012

You is smart, kind, important

Sometimes it takes someone who loves you to ground you and pull your head out of its thunder cloud.
For me, it's a collage of people. My mason, my friends,my family, my coworkers, strangers who become affixed to me, new friends like Brittney who seem to think there's something good in me despite the static of insecurity, old friends like Michelle who just ooze tranquility and love.
I'm becoming someone important and powerful and I'm taking bits and pieces of all my loves with me. Today is my last day of class contributing to my college degree. Next week is finals, and then the following week I graduate and I'm walking with brittney :))
Then I'm 9 to 5 coordinator to db and all the catering managers 5 days a week.
I have one for church , and cooking, and running, and a trainer, and unhinge my lunch to work, and mas and family, and going out and having adventures. And weekend vacations.
I'm going to win over Donna. I'm on the right track, but I'm determined to be the most fantastic coordinator/assistant/right hand man. Organization in everything I do. Everything neat and color coordinated an I have to remember to double check things.
I'm going to go through my things again and get rid of things. And eating right and excercising will allow me to take advantage of the clothes I keep. And I want everything in my room just as organized and tidy as at work. Not to mention a new car and computer to keep tidy.
I'm on the right track, but I can't wait to pull the trigger and have time to follow through completely